Chapter
One
On nights like this, diner owner Frankie Smith
loved her life.
She lay on her side in her big, firm bed in her pretty house hanging
on the hill in the southern California beach town of Six Palms. The
cantilevered structure was a gift from her gambler dad, its design
a reminder that the west coast was cutting edge. No matter what complaints
she had against her mostly absent father, Frankie loved every inch
of this house--especially the eyrie that was her room.
Above her hung her prized possession, an outrigger canoe oar her mother
had raced with as a teen. Out on her balcony, a potted banana tree
whispered a lullaby to the sea-scented summer breeze. Frankie was
young, relatively blonde, and perfectly healthy. She’d put in
a long day serving tourists and had brought in a decent take. Now
she was ready to enjoy the good night’s rest every hardworking
stiff deserved.
That is, unless the hardworking stiff slipping in behind her had other
plans.
Frankie’s long-time boyfriend, Troy, must have thought she was
asleep. She could tell he was trying not to disturb her as he eased
beneath the freshly laundered sheets. He was hours later than he’d
promised, no doubt kept chained in the office by his overly ambitious
boss.
A former model, Troy was as laid back as they came, more at home in
flip-flops than a suit. His trademark hollow cheekbones had earned
him a small fortune, and she still couldn’t believe he’d
been talked into switching to real estate. But Troy had always been
at the mercy of more forceful personalities. For all her good points,
his boss, Karen Ellis, was definitely that. Troy was doing well, at
least, and Frankie knew he was proud.
Troy’s parents, on the other hand, thought he should have stuck
to playing polo and mooching off friends whose families hadn’t
run through their fortunes yet. Laid back or not, Troy’s blood
was a very American shade of blue.
It always gave Frankie a private kick that he’d ended up with
her instead of some debutante.
She grinned into the darkness as he achieved his favorite snuggling
spot. His head was tucked over hers, and his arm draped her ribs with
his hand coming up to cup. Troy was a breast man, and hers were just
full enough to get him going. His sigh of pleasure was as involuntary
as it was relieved. Naturally, he was naked; Troy was too gorgeous
and too vain to wear a stitch to bed. He must have showered in the
downstairs bathroom, because he smelled as good as he felt--six lean
feet of gym-sculpted muscle and polished skin.
Frankie wore cotton panties and a strappy T-shirt, but the places
he was warmest were impossible to mistake. His chest was as board-hard
as it had been when he was twenty, and his lower body curved around
her ass like it was born to fit. Always easy to rouse, his cock stirred
against her bottom as if it, too, were wondering whether sleep was
what it wanted most.
His body’s reaction heated her deep inside, making up for his
lateness, making up for all the familiar guy faults he had in abundance.
Troy could be an idiot, but he was hers.
Frankie decided the moment was too nice to ruin with a scold. Instead,
she wriggled her fanny backward and bit her lip as he hardened more.
This time, he hummed instead of sighed, though he seemed not to realize
she was awake and teasing him. His arm tightened around her as his
hips pressed forward. In seconds, his erection had reached full length.
He was a good-sized man, with a healthy appetite for release. Since
Frankie liked sex as much as he did, this had never been one of their
problems. Twice a night wasn’t too much for either of them,
and only rarely had she turned him down. He was good in bed: straightforward
but not selfish, and always appreciative. She knew a girl could do
worse.
He moaned low in his throat. One of his more endearing traits as a
lover was an inability to prevent himself from making noise. A rush
of sultry moisture slid from her sex.
Then Frankie’s eyebrows rose. The hand that had cupped her breast
had moved to the strip of belly skin her T-shirt bared, preparing--she
was certain--to slip into her panties and coax her clit awake. Troy’s
usual mode of rousing her for a quickie was to nudge her shoulder
and say her name. This slightly daring change of pace delighted her,
but to her surprise, he’d barely brushed her pubic curls when
he hesitated, pulled back his hand, and rolled away.
Oh, for goodness sake, she thought, wondering at his scruples.
Did he honestly think she’d be mad? It wasn’t like she’d
sleep through the whole thing.
She was about to let him know she was conscious when she realized
what he was doing with his back to her.
His breathing had changed, and his arm moved in a rhythm as distinct
as it was personal. He was jacking off, the slightly wet, clicking
sound of his fist pushing his cock skin just audible above the rustling
of the sheets. She could tell how much he wanted a release because,
as always, he couldn’t stay silent. He was swallowing back little
grunts of need. Heat flushed through her like the sun blazing through
a window on a summer day. Despite her annoyance that he’d rolled
away from her, she knew it was the sexiest thing she’d ever
heard.
If she hadn’t been so aroused, she’d have listened to
it to the end.
“Hey,” she said softly, rolling to fit her front to his
lightly sweating back. “Want some help with that?”
He stiffened in surprise, then moaned with flattering loudness as
she slid her fingers down the taut cords of his forearm. When she
reached his fist and the rigid pole it held, she stroked between his
knuckles suggestively.
“Frankie,” he breathed. “I didn’t want to
bother you.”
He might have been considerate enough not to wake her, but not so
considerate that he didn’t shift her hand under his. Now his
hot, pulsing bounty was in her palm. Clearly, this made him happy.
He gripped her tightly, pushing her hold up and down his shaft.
Frankie laughed against his shoulder. “No bother, big guy. I
was awake the whole time.”
“Jesus,” he said, the knowledge making him twitch and
surge. When she reached the flare of his penis, the pressure of his
hand increased. Knowing he liked the stimulation, she turned her grip
back and forth as if his cockhead were the lid to an especially sensitive
and stubborn jar.
His groan of pleasure had her slinging her leg over his. The muscles
of his narrow buttock were hard enough to get off on.
“So,” she said, rocking her groin against him until he
couldn’t miss how wet she was. “You want to finish like
this, or would you rather come inside me?”
He rolled her onto her back so quickly she lost her breath.
More excited noises caught in his throat as he switched on her reading
lamp. He looked down at her shaking, sharp-nippled breasts, wagging
his head as if he didn’t know how he’d got so lucky. Frankie
felt pretty much the same. Troy sure was something to stare at. His
chest hair glistened gold in the light, and his cock was standing
up and thrumming as if she’d tied a string to its rim. A tiny
drop welled from its slit. She couldn’t resist reaching out
to touch, and once she’d touched, she couldn’t resist
rubbing the wetness around. When his knob was suitably shined up,
she brought her fingertip to her mouth.
Watching her suck it was too much for Troy.
“Oh, babe,” he groaned, making quick, almost desperate
work of her panties. “You’re too good for me.”
As soon as the cotton was dragged down her legs, he was over her,
his knees pushing her thighs wide enough to feel the stretch. Troy
was taller than she was, and he liked room. He planted one hand beside
her shoulder and used the other to steer his cock to its goal.
“Hey!” she said as the broad, curved tip of him split
her labia. He was hot as fire, and she was definitely good to go,
but even so she hadn’t lost her mind. “Protection?”
“Shit,” he said and fumbled for the bedside drawer.
He was quick to cover himself, his graceful model’s fingers
making him a treat to watch. His jaw was ticking with impatience,
his straight streaked-blond hair falling forward as he looked down.
Admiring his concentration--not to mention the extreme state of his
arousal--as soon as he was done, she smoothed the latex to his root.
His shudder of response was worth the delay.
“I’m going to fuck you like you’ve never been fucked,”
he warned, swinging into position again on both arms. “You’re
never going to forget Troy Wilcox took you tonight.”
He looked deadly serious, so she bit her lip against her laugh. He
might not have had anyone to compete with for the last five years,
and he would very likely be taking her tomorrow, too, but she knew
it was sometimes better to allow men their vanities.
“Do it then,” she said, letting a wisp of smoke color
the words. “Put that big, thick cock in me and ride me hard.”
He knew her well enough to read the twinkle in her eye. “I will,”
he said, grinning a bit himself. “You had fucking better hold
on.”
He wasn’t kidding. She gasped and reached for the headboard
as he nearly took her with a single shove. She was lucky it didn’t
hurt because, grunting, he set his knees and shoved again. When this
brought him to his limit, he cursed in thanks. She knew exactly why
that was. They couldn’t usually do this so fast. She was always
wet for him, but she was built tight and getting him in completely
could take time. Happy to have him inside her without waiting, she
hugged him close with her arms and knees.
He leaned down to nip her ear. “You want me bad tonight.”
“Maybe you’re shrinking.”
He laughed. “Bitch.”
“Weenie-man.”
He nudged his hips back and forth to let her register just how not-weenie
he was. His teeth were bared in a wolfish grin. “You want me
because you heard me beating off. Face it, Frankie, you’re a
pervert.”
“Want to hear me beat off?”
He did. His face flushed dark even before she worked her hand between
them. But she really got him when he felt it move.
“Oh, God,” he said, his eyes squeezing shut as he swelled
inside her. “Oh, God let me see.”
He pushed up again, and she let him, aroused by his unexpected intensity.
They’d been together so long they did sometimes make love on
automatic pilot. Not tonight, though. As she caressed herself--only
a bit self-conscious--he began to thrust in slow, deep strokes that
didn’t interfere with her show. Her fingers bumped him as he
pushed in and out. He was really hot tonight. Frankie’s breath
came faster, but not as fast as his. His diaphragm was lurching with
every gasp, his hands clenched white-knuckled in the sheets. She’d
never seen him so caught up, so heedless of how desire was twisting
his handsome features out of shape. This was different from anything
they’d done before, and his reaction rubbed off on her. She
was swollen like he was, hard as a little almond under her finger’s
pad, nearly drowning in her own juices.
His gaze rose and burned into hers. “Tell me, Frankie, does
what you’re doing feel good to you?”
“I’m too slippery.”
Her voice was husky, and he had to swallow before he spoke. He looked
down again to watch her hand. “Dry your fingers on my stomach.”
She was embarrassed but she did it, loving the way his six-pack jerked
as he sucked a breath. The friction on her clit was better then--perfect--especially
when he added the tug and slide of his own hardness. He must have
known she was climbing fast. The muscles of her sheath gripped him
greedily.
“Oh, boy,” he sighed as if this were his idea of heaven.
“Don’t come yet. Make it last until I go.”
There’s a switch, she thought but couldn’t say
because she was moaning. She wasn’t actually sure she could
wait for him.
“Not yet,” he insisted, leaning down, his lips brushing
soft across her collar bone. “Not fucking yet.”
He lasted longer than she’d ever known him to, lasted until
she was dripping sweat and trembling and literally hanging on by her
fingernails. Every thrust drove her closer, and she’d given
up on stroking herself. All she wanted now was to help him get as
deep as he could. His back was going to have scratches, but he didn’t
complain and or even gloat. As she rode the edge, something new swam
into his eyes, into the perfect muscles of his perfect face. His irises
were as blue as a summer sky.
“What?” she asked, touching the groove his ready smiles
had etched by his mouth.
He gave her a harder thrust. “I love you,” he said. “You’re
the best friend I’ve ever had.”
His sweetness stung behind her eyes, but his cock was hitting her
precisely how she liked it, high and fast and strong. She went over
before she could say a word, the orgasm throwing back her head the
same as if he’d shaken her. The climax was groaning good, and
the sound of her pleasure sent him over, too.
His shout of ejaculation was louder than usual.
When his hips finished shaking against hers, he sank down on top of
her. He was heavy, but being covered by a man was a sensation she
had always liked. His hand went to her hair, stroking it gently out
over the pillow.
“Phew,” she said. “That was good.”
He grunted--possibly in agreement--half-landed a kiss on her mouth,
and pushed off her enough to sit up. The condom was easily disposed
of, after which he raked his fingers through his golden locks and
tossed his head, a habit he’d hung onto from his days of photo
shoots.
“Pretty boy,” she teased, but he only patted her thigh
absently.
“I need a shower,” he said, his gaze on the drapes swelling
in and out of her balcony’s sliding doors. Frankie trailed her
hand down his spine.
“Want me to scrub your back?”
“I’m leaving,” he said.
She rubbed her nose. “You have a house to show out of town?”
He looked at her. “I’m leaving. I was going to tell you
tomorrow morning. After you’d had coffee. This isn’t working
for me anymore.”
“It isn’t working for you?”
Understanding now, and hot and cold with it by turns, Frankie sat
up. She tugged her clinging T-shirt down to her waist. “Exactly
which part of it isn’t working? The great sex? The hot meals?
Me picking up your socks? Or maybe the part where you tell me you
love me and I’m your best friend?”
“I knew you’d be like this.”
“Fuck, Troy, a ten-year-old could tell you I’d be like
this! We’ve been together five years. I put up with a lot from
you--”
“I know you have.”
“You’re damn right I have, and now out of the blue, after
you make love to me, you tell me this?”
He was standing now, his face as red and surly as a teenager. “Making
love was your idea.” He grimaced at her gasp of outrage, but
he didn’t take it back. “I was trying not to. That’s
why I was jacking off. You know I can’t lie down with you and
not want to . . . Anyway, it isn’t out of the blue for me.”
“Who is she?”
“It’s not about anyone else.”
“The hell it isn’t! We both know you’ve cheated
on me before.”
“You don’t respect me,” he said. She opened her
mouth to lash out again, but the glitter of tears in his eyes stopped
her cold.
“Of course I respect you,” she said, her urge to yell
fading. “I’m incredibly proud of everything you’ve
achieved.”
“You say that like you would to a slightly dim-witted kid who
got an honorable mention at a science fair. I love you, Frankie, I
do, but I want a partner who’ll look up to me.”
Frankie folded her arms. “I know you, Troy. You wouldn’t
be leaving if you hadn’t already found my replacement.”
Even if what she said was true, she hated how shrewish she sounded
then, hated the way her scorn made his tears spill down. He wiped
them angrily away.
“My leaving isn’t about anyone but you and me. I hope--”
He gritted his teeth, maybe so he wouldn’t cry again. “I
hope you’ll realize that when you cool off.”
“When I cool off,” she repeated, shaking her head in disbelief.
Did he think five years down the drain was something any woman could
“cool off” from? Hell, knowing Troy and his general cluelessness,
he probably thought she’d be “best friends” with
his new girl, too.
Forgetting the shower he claimed to have needed, he retrieved the
starched tan chinos he’d dropped to the floor. She watched him
pull on each leg with a sense of unreality. For five occasionally
tumultuous years, she’d seen this stunning body strip and dress.
In some ways, she knew everything about it, down to the way he’d
cup himself before he zipped because he rarely wore underwear. His
shirt was next, an off-the-shelf Perry Ellis that looked as good on
him as if it were tailored. Just like always, he buttoned it up from
the tails.
She told herself he was leaving, trying to get the fact to register
in her mind. He’d reach the collar, and she’d never see
him do this again.
His head was lowered when finally he spoke. If he had the courage
to meet her eyes, she couldn’t see it through his fallen bangs.
“I’ll come by later to pick up my things.”
“Forget it.” Frankie reached for the cheapest victory.
“I’d be delighted to pack up everything you own.”
She didn’t cry herself until he’d shut the door.
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